read to understand deleuze. on the genealogy of morals is very easy to read, and it made it obvious that it's a little counterintuitive of me to read philosophy completely backwards. though nietzsche was a lot more fun to read after anti-oedipus than it would have been otherwise; I wasn't interested in reading him before because he was either represented through nazis or 15 year old nihilists and I don't think I would have been able to see beyond that. it was especially a pleasure to realize all the allusions in anti-oedipus to nietzsche, too, like the desert of the body without organs and the bad air of the analyst's room... this quote reminded me so much of a passage from AO and when I looked back they explicitly cited it lol. but it was whiplash when he finally made it to the wider, material issue behind normative unhappiness and he thinks of race mixing and immigration... and he was so close after saying himself that economics determine social codes...

click here for my article. stalled reading this ever since I was a 15-year-old "socialist-not-communist" reading the manifesto for the first time. partly because marx is called hard to read but that's because no one really reads marx. despite hegel's influence, he is really clear without being too dry or too ornamented. and despite the indimidating length, he repeats concepts when they become relevant again; his dialectic is easy to follow. you can tell at what point I read anti-oedipus because I started to bother with tabs. It will be interesting to read more of the Frankfurt school after reading the marx before them and the deleuze and guattari after them. capital is also a good reminder that women have always worked, they were just the poor ones.

click here for my articles. deleuze and guattari answer the biggest question implied in lacan's third seminar: isn't there a benefit to never having symbolized oedipus? the first part was a rough read but it all clicked by the chapter "3 texts of freud." one thing I enjoyed was how they went further with the freud/marx lens by applying it to the form of the argument itself; I think it parallels marx's rejection of universal principles of economics (freud being deleuze and guattari's ricardo). anti-oedipus also answered to my suspiscions of how quick psychoanalysis was to represent the unconscious. It does feel like it should be thought of a little more abstractly... The inclusion of the preconscious was interesting too, since it's largely abandoned by lacan. I was also surprised that anti-oedipus actually convinced me against structuralism. Its optimism also surprised me knowing it was a response to the failure of may 68. I wonder what they would think about the reterritorialization of today's dsm-5... and their style inspires me to write.

it took me 7 months to read. for the first third I relied heavily on gregory b sadler but I eventually got used to hegel's writing on my own + he speaks more concretely as the book goes on. after the reason section I got bored and didn't read a page for 2 months, but I turned out to be this picture; the following spirit section was very rewarding. and now I can not only better understand marx and lacan but most importantly, dutch modern artist piet mondrian.

lacan is known for writing obscurely but his earlier seminars are very clear. I like how he elaborates on certainty in psychotics and I feel like that was missing from the associated paper in ecrits, "on a question prior to any possible treatment of psychosis." he makes his infamous statement here about how he makes himself deliberately difficult to understand, but I think he has a point, just a little bit, if you think about how confident people can be in their complete misunderstandings of freud...